Specially For My Special Friend...

I have this one friend, he was a very nice friend.Even though I just knew him but he was very kind and caring. I really like him a lot. Nice, caring, kind and a good listener, what more can you expect from a friend. We share our stories together and he was as nice as my best friend, Yan. He often tell me stories about his experiences in the business (since we knew each other from joining a business)we joined. He'll send me messages almost everyday and sometimes I'll message him when i wanted to. Feel like someone is taking care of me though we rarely meet. I was really happy to know him. But one day, I was having a problem and do not know to whom I should tell the problem. So, I sent him a message and he instantly gave me a call after that.
After that call ended, i realize he was not like before.
I try to send him a message, sometimes he only replied the first message but sometimes he did not bother to reply my message at all.
I was really confused.
I calm myself down by thinking that probably he was busy.
I'm still a student, maybe I don't understand how busy is working people are.
But that positive thinking did not last long.
He never send me any message after that.
I did not feel good during those days.
But I can't tell my mum that I was sick because I don't want her to be worried about me.
My roommate is busy with her project and I can't expect much from her.
So thought it'll be okay since I have this good friend who always care about me.
And I was waiting for his messages (hoping he'll send me one when he is not busy) almost all the time. I did not dare to send him any because I was afraid that I might interrupt him from doing his work.
Almost everyday, I ask myself, what did I do wrong? where did i go wrong?
I'm very sensitive to changes in people and I believe that he's staying away from me not because he's busy but there is something wrong that i did or said.
Even when I was sick, I was still thinking about it.
What can be more sad than lying on your bed, feeling sad and sick and thinking that no one really care about you.
Thinking again, I'd conclude that, his changes must be because of the stupid story that I told him that night.
I've never feel so regretful in my whole life.
I really regret telling that stupid story that night.
I really wish I could take back all my words that night.
To my special friend, i am really sorry for saying that you share some similarities with that 'hateful guy'.
I like you in your own way. Not because of your similarities.
I've already put that guy in the dustbin(not the recycle bin), a year ago with my own will, so that there'll be no chance for me to take him back.
By the way, I told you that stupid story because I treat you as a special friend.
I remembered him that night, not because of you but because ...........
So there is no such thing as mixed up feeling. By the way, I hate him so much but I really like you a lot.
After that call, I did not even think about 'hateful guy' anymore since I had feel better by praying a lot to God and at the same time having a good friend who always care about me.
I really hope you will understand my feeling and our relationship will be back to normal.