My Family

This is my beloved mum, Junainah Hussin, 46.



My beloved little brother,Muhammad Taufik, 21.



This is my little sis, Nur Syuhada, 20.


And this is me...

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I don't know..

Wanted to write something, but i do not know what should i write. It's been a long time since the last time I write something in my blog. But, writing is still my interest. What topic will be a good topic? Life? Love? Friends? Nah...
Why dont't I just write something without a topic? Will that be good? Haha...
Know what? I can't believe that it's already Aug 2009. I feel like it was just a few days ago i was wearing my school uniform, taking a bus and sitting in my class during secondary school. Plus, without realizing that it's been almost six years i have left school!
And now, i can't believe that in just a few months, I'm going to finish my degree. Time moves so fast, as fast as a speed of light(although it is untrue, you know). I wonder what good have I done in this world for the past 22 years and 8 months.
I wonder if there are any. Am I good for nothing? Oh, I hope I am not.
Sitting on my bed, typing all these words at this moment, I feel like I was floating in the air. My heart is empty at the moment. I feel like there is no emotion inside me. Is this the feeling of loneliness?
Feeling lonely is not a happy thing, I think. Maybe it's because I miss my family so much.
I really think I should stop now. It's already midnight and I need to get some sleep.

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AUTHOR: nur_uitm86
TITLE: Hooray... Hooray...
DATE: 11/09/2008 23:38:51

Finally, i am freee....
All those exam papers had vanished(i don't know where they go)
Boy, i am glad. This semester had ended for me.
I still have 1 more semester before i went for my industrial training and then i will graduate and get my degree.
But, i am sure that i am going to miss the studying moment. Working is not much fun compared to study.
I don't know. That is what others said.
Whatever it is i am going to enjoy this full-month of independence from all those academic books.
But, I did went to the library today to borrow some books to spend my time while I am still staying in the campus( i rent a house outside the campus exactly)

Next month, on the end of December I will be surrounded by all those academic books again. I never thought study as a thing that i was forced to do. I enjoy studying actually.
What i don't like about study is usually the lecturers. I love energetic and a high-spirited lecturers. They teach us with their whole heart. Some lecturers never face their students seriously. They don't take students seriously and they teach unseriously.I don't like that kind of lecturer. Usually my grade will be affected by what type of lecturer that teach me.
Whatever it is, i am happy that this semester problems had disappeared before my eyes..

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AUTHOR: nur_uitm86
TITLE:
Exam FEVER!
DATE: 10/30/2008 00:48:27

It's exam Fever. Although i am not having any fever at the moment, but i feel like i am going to have one.
I got 3 papers in a row. gosh...
I wonder what should i do to cope up with everything. my study leaves gone just like that with all those tests and presentations.i'm lacking of sleep and i'm having problem with my digestion.
this is really killing me. i had just finish two papers. tomorrow, i got another paper.
and then, 3 papers to go...
haha...
but i would rather finish all the papers later than finishing it earlier. now, my world seems like it's turning around and everything are upside down. books, notes, exercises...
my head is spinning.
i don't even have time to read my favorite books.i hope the coming 10 days will be a blessed days.hope i can answer all the questions without having much problems.
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AUTHOR: nur_uitm86
TITLE: LovE
DATE: 10/14/2008 18:58:43

Love is a word that the have many meanings. Different people will have many different thoughts and interpretation of the four-letter word. Just a short word could interpret many things. You can even write a book or maybe a volume of books about love.
But one thing that i am sure about that word is, it means that when you are in love or feel like you are loving something or someone, you would do anything for that person or that thing.
Love requires sacrifice. Love will make you sacrifice whether you are willing to do it or not.
But above all loves, there is a love that is so unexplainable and unimaginable to be expressed.
It is a very unique love.
It is a love that will make you do anything to have it. The love is so great that it will make you feel secure and calm.
Eventhough you you are in pain and is suffering, the love will heal the wound for you.
Eventhough you are in misery and sadness, you will still feel happy.
It is the greatest love of all.
The purest love that will make you cry because you are glad of having it.You will feel like you are the luckiest person in the world for having it.
And the person that you love, is not an ordinary person.
He never break his promises.
He will never cheat you.
He will always be with you all the time.
He will always take care of you.
He will lead you to the eternity happiness.
He will always remember you even though you don't remember him.
And without a doubt, He is God.

If you are disappointed with your partner or are having problem with your love, do remember that humans are not perfect. They make mistakes all the time. And they break your heart sometimes.

If you are cheated by your lover, do think again that God is willing to love you whenever you love Him. Eventhough we made many mistakes He will still show His generousity by showing us the right path.

And don't feel like dying if you lost in your love with human. There is always God by your side whenever or wherever you pray for Him.

He is indeed the best lover of all lovers in the world....

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AUTHOR: nur_uitm86
TITLE: Life....
DATE: 10/11/2008 19:17:58

Life is sweet like chocolates. But it only makes you happy the moment you are enjoying it.
Once you have too much of it, you feel sick of eating it more and more.
Then, you feel like throwing it though before you like it very much.Don't enjoy life to the fullest as if you are going to live forever.
Don't have too much of a chocolate as if you are you going to eat only that your whole life.

People always do something without thinking.
When one had made the decision in life, he tends to regret his choice.
That is why you had to spare some of your time thinking about the world around you because it is not only you that lives on this earth. Think about the others too.

You may enjoy living in this world but not all the time.
Everyone have our own responsibilities.
Think about the world but never forget the upcoming world.
Enjoy the life, but never forget to get prepared the things that you have to pack for the upcoming day.
Hope you will never forget..........
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AUTHOR: nur_uitm86
TITLE: Entry for October 10, 2008
DATE: 10/09/2008 20:53:20
STATUS: publish
BODY:
Yesterday, i try to write something here, unfortunately i don't know what is the problem that all my writings were gone. What a waste.

I am having a problem so i feel like telling everyone in the world that i am having a problem. I am exactly quite good in managing my problem but i don't know what had happen to me this time around that i feel like going nuts. I am quite depressed to have this problem>Well, i am very sure that everyone of us have our own problem or maybe problems.
We may face difficulties in almost everything that we do. The only things that makes one people differ from another is how they manage and cope up with their problem.

I, myself choose to write all my problems in my own journal. It gives me a lot of strength to face the next problem. Weeks or months after that, i will read my journal back just to remember what i had faced in the past. It's funny how i smile and sometimes laugh at my own self reading back the journal. One thing for sure, i learn how to be a mature person doing that way. I had been doing this since i was 11 years old .And now for almost 11 years doing it i feel like satisfying what i had done in the past up until right at this moment.

I try to be brave by not crying in front of people while in contrast i am quite a cry baby.
From all of the things in this world, the thing that i hate the most is being scold or when someone is angry at me. It's not that i hate the person that is angry at me or scolded me. it's just that i feel so embarrassed i can't even look at that person's face. Well, whatever it is, that is life.

Sometimes, i think that i am not old enough and ready to face the world.
But here i am, studying at a university; thousands of kilometer from my family.
Whether i think i am ready or not i really had to face this cruel and unfair world.
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